If I had said, “I will talk on in this way, I would have been untrue to the circle of your children.” Now, what does that mean? Well, I think he is saying, “If I continue to think this way it would be a betrayal of my grandchildren. I don’t want them to think of me as a sell-out to the rich and godless. Being tempted to give up my ethics in order to make a lot of money or to gain a powerful position – it makes me kind of sick. Especially when I consider what they might come to think of me.” Well, that sure makes a lot of sense to me.